i hate the line la

these few days i wan to download some drama to bring kampar to watch de.. but unfortunately, the line damn slow.. download one episode oso need the whole day.. wasting my time and effort..== sob sob.. when go kampar there , i think the line will be sucks la.. the whole house will be sharing the streamyx line provided.. can imagine the speed? i dunno.. dun ask me.. dun think about this edi.. haiz.. i think the izzi modem a bit sot sot edi la, last time still can download in a normal speed de.. but now? extraordinary "fast" speed.... wan to cry edi lar.. y like tat de la... i wan watch arron in his drama lar.. :'(

outing wif my gf

yesterday i went mid valley with my dear friend, ee von o.. long time didn't see her edi since jia rong's birthday.. so miss her.. she will continue her journey to study dentistry in indonesia after her A-level.. wish her good luck and all the best! i oso have to go kampar to study my degree d, tat time sure very hard to out wif her edi lo.. anyway i sure will rmb u Ee Von forever ever.. after shopping at ground floor and second floor, i felt my leg is quite painful edi, so we go to have our lunch at little penang, below are pictures tat we take lo..

i ordered curry meehun mee and ABC.. ABC very sweet and nice o and there are some slices of banana inside it.

enjoy my meal

this is my gf lo, she is cute^^ she ordered char keaw teow

after few hours of shopping, we felt exhausted and we take some picture at the corner.





cheese

i m blur

my face look a bit pale.. next time put some make up

a day in timesquare

today i go timequare wif moon moon n charine o, luckily today i got by something back home or else i will be unhappy de... coz i m a shopaholic.. haha...




today our lunch is mc donald, i feel a bit full today so i oni order a sundae icecream wif chocolate flavour.. moon n charine have there double cheese beef burger.. i ate many french fries from them lar.. i got a bit hungry oni.. the sundae icecream very nice o.. many chocolate inside.. chocolate is one of my favorite food.. below are some of the picture we take today..


moon and charine



me, my daughter n my popo






me , charine n shoi ren moon

me wif dear charine

me

color magazine.. love fahrenheit so much

yeah magazine wif fahrenheit cover, tat's y i buy it

the jacket tat i buy

the song tat i like so much this few day.. lonely

孤单摩天轮 - 飞轮海

旋转木马拼命奔跑
每一步换一阵热闹
云宵飞车疯狂转弯
听一声战斗的征召

我只是摩天轮 静静等着谁来到
当她降临怀中 我的心开始孤单地跳
再一圈 再飞一圈就好 她无助眼神
还没有依靠我多想 伸出双手给她
一个紧紧拥抱 但我做不到

再一圈 再陪陪她就好
让我可以扬起她 沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼泪 让我的心生锈
游乐场打烊后 谁会知道

排队的人总那么多
快乐的人却这么少
奇怪是我只想带她
一起去天空中寻宝

我 如果飞得高 也许她会笑一笑
可我 拼了命向上 结果却慢慢地往下掉
再一圈 再飞一圈就好
她无助眼神 还没有依靠
我多想 伸出双手给她
一个紧紧拥抱 但我做不到

再一圈 再陪陪她就好
让我可以扬起她 沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼泪 让我的心生锈
游乐场打烊后 谁会知道

再一圈 再飞一圈就好
她寂寞手心 在等谁打扰
我宁愿 交换所有给她
一个紧紧拥抱 哪怕就一秒
再一圈 再陪陪她就好
让我可以记得她 头发的味道
就算我走不到 她的天涯海角
这瞬间已足够 天荒地老

is tat my fault?

those few days i think many things.. is tat my fault to meet him? is tat my fault to believe him? is tat my fault to aswer his phone call? am i too stupid to believe he is really love me? i dunno... the thing i noe is he not sincerely wan to be my friend? is it my fault to thinking to much ler?
i dun wan to think so much ler... i wan to becum back blur kean.. assume i dunno anything..
blur kean ar... dun think too much d.. wan to go kampar edi lo... gambateh n study hard for ur future! i wan to give a better life to my dear papa n mama.. i wan to success in my life.. i have to do something to my family... i dun wan let my parents dissapointed.
dun wan think about those stupid thing d..
be strong!

8 of may:the day i go kajang

today i take bus go kajang there.. at usual , i take u40 which is my only choice.. the purpose i go there is to meet my "old friend" which is my dear kai ning n see hun.. hehe.. aiyo.. i forget to take photo wif them edi la... den cannot post here lo.. so cham de.... i long time didn't see they all liao ... last time i see kai ning is on march gua, is on jia rong bday.. den see hun really long long time didn't see her d , i think since the book fair lo.. we go metropoint to look for our lunch, we go around the shop n finally we ate in shikuya.. is japanese food ya..but the food not tat nice.. i order a chicken chop wif rice whereas ning n hun order black pepper chicken chop.. their black pepper chicken chop is quite weird , coz it's not the taste of black pepper.. it juz salty.. they put to much salt edi la... see hun got order one peach drink, it can be refilled so i drink n drink n drink.. the drink is very nice o..
after we take our lunch,we hang around metropoint.. nothing much there.. all shop like very very senyap one... quite scary lar... emm, but got one shop sell many nice clothes de, i think this is the only shop in metropoint which attracted me to look inside the shop, i saw a nice shorts which cost rm15 which there say BUY 2 RM30! so i buy one black shorts while kai ning sbuy another white shorts which same pattern with mine..

3 of may

today i go suntex de clinic there to cabut my teeth.. actually i not planning to cabut the teeth 1st de ler.. i juz wan go there see whether got any solution to make the "zhi hui ya" stop growing, stop disturbing me to eat n spoil my mood..

but unluckily, d dentist say if not cabut de tooth, i will be suffer for the whole life if i juz take medicine to control it.. since now i in holiday,if my mouth bengkak oso nobody will noe, so i decide to cabut lo.. to solve the problem, the best way is to have a solution which can solve it forever ever.. actually my heart going to freeze after i say i wan to cabut the tooth.. coz this time not the normal way to cabut gigi, it's a small operation la.. doctor wong say need to cut off the "meat" beside the tooth 1st, den oni can take out the whole tooth.. coz my tooth still growing half way.. sob sob... the dentist say i can raise up my left hand if i feel very pain.. on the whole process, i think i got raise up my hand more than 3 times.. 1st time i feel my mouth really cannot tahan edi, wan to close up edi, it's really hard for me to open my mouth till so big and for so long time.. my mouth is extraordinary small compare to my sister de..hehe, i oso hope my mouth dun be so small ,coz sometime i eat thing oso very slow de, bcoz not enough space edi.. sometimes when i eat the corn my sister oso will laugh at me.. she say i eat till thw whole face oso got corn edi..XD the second time i can feel the medicine flowing into my throat d, so i stop d dentist again..very suffer ler...

the dentist still ask me whether i wan to noe the whole process of taking out my teeth mah...

i very scared edi la.. if i noe the process ar.. i sure shivering edi lo... i dun wan noe lar.... but actually the dentist very kind de..he juz very friendly to patient.. he always chat to patient to reduce the stress of patient.. so the operation process not tat painful lo..

the third time i stop d dentist is bcoz my throat feel very itchy, then i stop de dentist n i coungh nonstop.. walao .. really very cham... when ur mouth is under operation, n u wanna cough, tat feeling really suck.. i scared if i suddenly cough the dentist will accidently cut off my mouth or my meat.... scary ar.....
den finally the operation done..swt..the dentist let me see the tooth ..the tooth got many blood... i think my mouth is bleeding too.. thx god i still living... the cost is RM500.. wa... so expensive but it's normal price in all private clinic.. the nurse give me 4 packet of medicine n remind me to finish it.... so many ler..

hope this event won't happen again la!!really a very scary experience for me ler..